Before, I noticed that my toe has a bulky something but I ignore it because I thought that it was just a cause of my new shoes. Later, it got hurts so badly and my mama J. said that it was ingrown. At house, she partly removed my ingrown. I thought my toe will be okay but unfortunately, it wasn't and it's still hurting so we decided to go into a salon where manicurists and pedicurists are experts. When we were on the salon, the pedicurist removed my ingrown and it  bled:| I was so shocked when I saw the blood coming out from where my ingrown is removed. I was like shaking because it's my first time! but now it's okay. It still hurts but not that as before. I will really clean my nails always and always. I will also remove all my ingrown or possibly become an ingrown thingy on my toes. 

 Look at that dirty feet>:| haha, This is after my vintage photo shoot. 

Sorry for the photo if it's too revealing. I blurred it.

So, that's my toe. *sigh* I will really keep myself clean ALWAYS. I don't want to have this again. I swear!

We had our Creative Shot last January 22,2011 and we need to have a vintage outfit. First, I went to Salon not to fix my hair or face but to fix my nails.

Maygah, Sorry for my dirty feet.
Let me explain:p, I just shot it AFTER our photoshoot
that's why it's not clean anymore

One hand:D

So, I got my pedicure and manicure. My ingrown hurts(another story for that later) that's why I have band aid on one of my feet. My nail polish is just colorless but it's really shiny. I am not fund of using shiny colorless nail polish but now, I'm loving it.

My out-of-nowhere dress.

So that's my so-called vintage outfit. Actually it's not a whole or should I say Full Dress. The pearls are the one I made(see here:D) and the ribbon in it is the clip my classmate gave and the ribbon clip that Red Ribbon wear(see here:D).

My annoying and wasted self:(

I am such a crying lady. I embarrass myself because of crying stupidly. I really hate crying in front of those people who always sees me smiling and laughing. I just feel so STUPID. Yes, crying can express what I feel but sometimes, I just cry for just an stupid reason! 

Like what happened this day...

I got home from school a little bit upset because our door was locked and I really hate it. I went up to my room and will get the shirt I cut yesterday. I know where did I put it but when I was looking it in there it was gone. I was like super duper annoyed because when I am in school the only thing I have in my mind is to make that shirt!!!! and when I got home I don't where it is. I cried because I am so upset.

After a minute, Mama J. saw it and gave it to me but I unlocked my door because I don't want her to see me crying because of that simple shirt I am happy with:(

I slept for 4 hours!

They knocked my door but I didn't open it intendedly because I was ashamed. Mama J. opened it using a key and she was talking to me but I just somehow ignore her because I was really ashamed of what I did.

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I just feel so so so so so super sad and wasted today. I feel like I make them so disappointed for the little things which made me cry:(( I just don't know that I will cry hard because I am upset. I really hate myself. I should die:(

I am not really fund of having stuff toys. I have many stuff toys way back in Isabela but I just displayed some of them in our cabinet. I am REALLY super practical person. I want my gifts to be so useful to me and I can wear or even use it in the future.

Hello meet my stuff-bear. It was a gift to me by my friend, Martha. So cute, I named her, RED RIBBON because my classmate added a red ribbon on her neck. :P(nonsense?)

I really love this shot! super !

Another oh-so-lovely shot! Now, with Ribbon clip:P

The 

Oh I know, she's cute:p haha! I really love her so much!

I am bored yesterday so I decided to take some pictures of mine. I wear the top that my grandma gave(i loveit so much!) and the pearls I made:D

Long time no update, Monsterfloat. Sorry, I am so busy these days. So, I changed my music haha.Actually, I change it last week:D Yea, it was old but it's really great. I gave my own definition about the song especially the chorus part. When you see my face hope it gives you hell,  for me it's like.. If you hate me go with the flow of my face. Get it? People don't care about the things I WANT  to do, okay? Idgaf. Really? Things will just be complicated if they make an issue about the people around them. right? 

WHEN YOU SEE MY FACE HOPE IT GIVES YOU HELL. WHEN YOU WALK MY WAY HOPE IT GIVES YOU HELL.

I am not born in this world just to please you. okay? deal with my face. DEAL WITH ME. 

haha.. I just really love that song:D