We had our Creative Shot last January 22,2011 and we need to have a vintage outfit. First, I went to Salon not to fix my hair or face but to fix my nails.

Maygah, Sorry for my dirty feet.
Let me explain:p, I just shot it AFTER our photoshoot
that's why it's not clean anymore

One hand:D

So, I got my pedicure and manicure. My ingrown hurts(another story for that later) that's why I have band aid on one of my feet. My nail polish is just colorless but it's really shiny. I am not fund of using shiny colorless nail polish but now, I'm loving it.

My out-of-nowhere dress.

So that's my so-called vintage outfit. Actually it's not a whole or should I say Full Dress. The pearls are the one I made(see here:D) and the ribbon in it is the clip my classmate gave and the ribbon clip that Red Ribbon wear(see here:D).

My annoying and wasted self:(

I am such a crying lady. I embarrass myself because of crying stupidly. I really hate crying in front of those people who always sees me smiling and laughing. I just feel so STUPID. Yes, crying can express what I feel but sometimes, I just cry for just an stupid reason! 

Like what happened this day...

I got home from school a little bit upset because our door was locked and I really hate it. I went up to my room and will get the shirt I cut yesterday. I know where did I put it but when I was looking it in there it was gone. I was like super duper annoyed because when I am in school the only thing I have in my mind is to make that shirt!!!! and when I got home I don't where it is. I cried because I am so upset.

After a minute, Mama J. saw it and gave it to me but I unlocked my door because I don't want her to see me crying because of that simple shirt I am happy with:(

I slept for 4 hours!

They knocked my door but I didn't open it intendedly because I was ashamed. Mama J. opened it using a key and she was talking to me but I just somehow ignore her because I was really ashamed of what I did.

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I just feel so so so so so super sad and wasted today. I feel like I make them so disappointed for the little things which made me cry:(( I just don't know that I will cry hard because I am upset. I really hate myself. I should die:(

I am not really fund of having stuff toys. I have many stuff toys way back in Isabela but I just displayed some of them in our cabinet. I am REALLY super practical person. I want my gifts to be so useful to me and I can wear or even use it in the future.

Hello meet my stuff-bear. It was a gift to me by my friend, Martha. So cute, I named her, RED RIBBON because my classmate added a red ribbon on her neck. :P(nonsense?)

I really love this shot! super !

Another oh-so-lovely shot! Now, with Ribbon clip:P

The 

Oh I know, she's cute:p haha! I really love her so much!

I am bored yesterday so I decided to take some pictures of mine. I wear the top that my grandma gave(i loveit so much!) and the pearls I made:D

Long time no update, Monsterfloat. Sorry, I am so busy these days. So, I changed my music haha.Actually, I change it last week:D Yea, it was old but it's really great. I gave my own definition about the song especially the chorus part. When you see my face hope it gives you hell,  for me it's like.. If you hate me go with the flow of my face. Get it? People don't care about the things I WANT  to do, okay? Idgaf. Really? Things will just be complicated if they make an issue about the people around them. right? 

WHEN YOU SEE MY FACE HOPE IT GIVES YOU HELL. WHEN YOU WALK MY WAY HOPE IT GIVES YOU HELL.

I am not born in this world just to please you. okay? deal with my face. DEAL WITH ME. 

haha.. I just really love that song:D

When I was customizing my tumblr pages I saw this article of mine long time ago! haha.. This article is so lame and dull. I just posted here because of the fact that even though I really not felt falling in-love I already have the knowledge through gossips and others experiences.:D

All about crushes=‘>

< I know most of those who will read this are girls:]>

What does CRUSH really means? Is it love? Affection? Or just simply admiring someone? According to MWWP dictionary Crush means short-lived love: a temporary romantic attraction, especially in teenagers and young people.

“ Short-lived love” which means it does not last for so long or it does not take over a year. Me too have crushes especially on TV personalities but somehow they do not last for so long it just take months or even just weeks.

Crush is not love. Crush is just only a venerate feeling of somebody to another or just simple idolizing somebody for many reasons <example the way he/she acts, moves, dances, sings or his/her eyes, lips, face, etc.>

Here’s some friend I know who had a CRUSH on a guy but it lasted just a few months because the girl’s feeling of admiring the guy faded away< in tagalog, bigla na lang nawala> and me, as an example, I had a crush on one of the TV personalities, I always watched his teleserye, his guesstings even his movie but it lasted for a short-time because I do not adore his good-looking charm anymore< in tagalog again, nagsawa na!> so that’s what crush is.

Yes, at first you feel your heart dreadfully beating because you admire or are attract to his/her physical appearance but after a short-time you can’t feel anything with him/her. Admiring is also a means of crush. Example, you have a crush on a guy because you admire/adore/idolize his eyes.

Here’s some conclusion of differences between love and crush but we will first describe what is LOVE<very strong affection: an intense feeling of tender affection and compassion> as the description explain;

(1)love is a very strong affection to someone while in crush, yes, you feel affectionate to someone but it is not hard as love, it does not have a foundation to last eternity < sosyal” last eternity”>
(2) If you really love a person you will look outside and inside of him/her but if you just have a simple crush on someone you are just looking on his/her physical appearance although you can also admire his/her attitude but often times we have a crush on somebody because of his/her physical attraction .
 (3)Love is an affection or passion of two people while crush is just simply adoring about what you are attracted to.
(4) Crush is sometimes an imaginary feeling< based on the ones’ I know and also my experiences> on the one you are attracted to because it last for just a few time while love is a feeling of gratitude to somebody which if you really love a person for how he/she is it can last a long time.
(5) Crush is just a temporary attraction or just a short-term reaction to somebody while love is continuing feeling to somebody.

So that’s what I concluded:] < all I wrote on my conclusion are all on my bases, my points and opinions> even though how many explanation are given to the word “CRUSH” it’s just merely a feeling of attraction which lasted for just an interim time.

Here’s a fact which I know somebody who really experience it, first thing you will have a crush on somebody so you will go closer to him/her< closer means become friends or anything like that>, next, you will become friends then good friends then close friends then it will become BFF when you two really know each other the boy or even the girl will show affection< just a light affection> then there will come the courtship of course next is LOVE. See, crush and love really got a distance to each other. Again, I will remind you that Crush is just an attraction of infatuation to somebody.

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