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I want an accessories on my teeth!

I want an accessories in my teeh! Omygah! Not the usual accessory thing but the brace or retainer..
I want to have a brace because I feel like my teeth are not in their proper position or somewhat but other people say it's normal but. I just feel wrong :(

I want to have braces. I want a color purple or pink becuase it catches attention and it's kinda cute.


or I most like to have a rainbow color braces:D 


I saw an image of without braces and with braces. yah, both good but I really like the WITH BRACES. 

Okay. I know that having braces is like putting fence on you teeth and they said that it hurts and the fact that its expensive so if I will not get any braces I would just like to have a retainer.


I really want some:)

K. So people are confuse what is the difference between BRACES AND RETAINERS.
 
Dental braces (also known as orthodontic braces, or simply braces) are devices used in the orthodontic industry that help align and straighten teeth and help to position them with regard to a person’s bite, while also working to improve dental health.

Orthodontic retainers are custom-made devices, made usually of wires or clear plastic, that hold teeth in position after surgery or any method of realigning teeth. They are most often used before or after dental braces to hold teeth in position while assisting the adjustment of the surrounding gums to changes in the bone. 

Let's pray for Libya

One of the most talk happenings right is the people protest about their government and many people are being killed.

SHREDDED / BEAT   A torn portrait of Col. Muammar el-Qaddafi at the airport in Bayda, Libya, where several days of heavy fighting reportedly took place between pro-Qaddafi militias and opposition gunmen.  (Photo: Ed Ou / The New York Times)

I just saw this on facebook!

UPDATE MODE!

Sorry if I do not update this blog much because I need to do many projects this grading:(

 As a graduating student, I need to do it because it will be our clearance. K? 'nuff said.

Thanks for reading this. I love you:*

Ilang days na lang o.0

Ilang days na lang pala graduate na ako. College na ako. :( pero ilang days na lang babye high school na! Nagkkwentuhan nga kami ng classmate ko eh tungkol sa grade school days namin tapos narealize namin na siguro kapag college na kami ang pag-uusapan naman namin ay yung high school life namin.
Masaya na nakakalungkot dahil aalis na ako sa high school. Iiwanan ko na ang buhay high school. Magiging isang memory na lang ang high school para sa akin. Parang nakaraan lang eh ggraduate ako ng grade 6 tapos ngayon high school naman ana tapos sa susunod college naman na! ang bilis ng panahon. tsk. kaya kailangan din bilisan ang galaw:D
Masaya ako dahil madami akong magagandang experience sa high school ko. Mga friends ko na super hindi ko makakalimutan at marami pang iba na kapag inisa-isa ko dito ay humaba pa ng husto tong post ko.
High school ang part na hinding hindi ko makakalimutan dahil dito ako ng grow up bilang isang tao:) Dito ko binago yung mg attitudes ko na kailangan ng baguhin. Dito ko rin nalaman yung reality sa mundo at kung ano-ano pang inspiring lessons:D
Ilang days na lang…hello college at bbye high school na!
Ayokong malungkot peor nakakalungkot talaga eh! Siguro hindi yung tao yung mamimiss ko dahil may fb naman at tumblr or twitter na pwedeng mag commnunicate pero ang mamimiss ko talaga eh yung MOMENTS NAMIN. un lang:\

FOURTH QUARTER.

We will have our monthly exam tomorrow and I need to review well because it's already our FOURTH QUARTER:D

Please pray for me that I will get high grades and will answer all the question provided in the exam! Thank you.

JS PROM.

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The month of February is the time where students especially third years will experience the most-awaited JS PROM.

Way back when I was still a second year high school student. My friends and I always talked and chatted about what dress should we wear, who will be our first dance and so... Unfortunately, When I was third year high school I transferred to a more strict school. They do not have PROM and that is the most saddest fact I ever accepted. It's like the dream I am hoping to come true just remain a dream forever.I envy those who experienced JS prom because they experience the very exciting part of being a high school student:(

But..oh well, that's life. You must accept and move on even though to the hurtful things. All I can do now is to smile and be happy because as my motto goes,'EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.'

Day 02- Your first love

First love? As in, love? Let me think?

Actually.......
I really don't know falling in love. Yea, so innocent!
Seriously. I think I never been in love. I have some crushes but I think that is not LOVE. If I will have my first love then, I will go back to this part and truthfully answer this:D

February 14, 2011: HEART'S DAY


I hope you had a HAPPY AND LOVELY HEART'S DAY!

To whom did you spend you valentines day? Friends? Bestfriends? Family? or someone SPECIAL? ='>
I bet those girls who have someone SPECIAL received something very usual like bouquets, chocolates, surprises and etc. 

Actually, I didn't get anything. I just got a chocolate from my friend, Viviene. I am so lucky I have her:D haha. I spent my valentines with my dear friends. We're all TOGETHER ALONE.

and we belong to the group
Haha, or I think I am the only one who is ALONE and belong to SMP group? 
I really wish there is this someone who will surprise me and give me a bouquet of flowers and a bunch of ice cream!!! (instead of chocolates. I really somehow don't like sweets) and then he'll dance me with the sway of my favorite song='> how sweet, right?

But yea, this 2011 VALENTINES is not my special valentine at all. I guess all I can do now is just wait for that valentine and the special person to come. 

Happy valentine's again! Be happy and spread the love of GOD & YOURSELF.

30 DAYS CHALLENGE


Photo courtesy of someone on tumblr:D

So I decided to do this challenge because of the fact that I do not update much this blog :) and I really want to do this a long time ago but I don't have time before but now, I am ready to do it!!! ~*give it beybeh*~ 

Yea, please update my blog to update my 30 days challenge:D

Thank you!!!

A fuse of college confusion

I am so confuse!

I am confuse because of the courses I will take. I really don't know what to take up in college. My family says Architecture, Nursing, Pharmacy... but I don't know what to choose, not because I don't like the courses but it's the fact that I don't know what I like. I want to be an architect because it is my heart-breaking dream. I also want to be a nurse because of its some advantages to me.

Another reason why I am confuse is the school I will enter. I took up an examination UP and UST. I didn't pass in UP but I am a waiting-list in UST and I really hope there will be a slot for me:D

I really want to be in UST but my family don't want me there because it's far from our house. They are convincing me to enter a school near our home but I don't like it because they don't have the name and the quality I am looking for:D

I really don't know what to do. I will just pray that everything will be in its own respective place:)

My first-ever Ingrown

Before, I noticed that my toe has a bulky something but I ignore it because I thought that it was just a cause of my new shoes. Later, it got hurts so badly and my mama J. said that it was ingrown. At house, she partly removed my ingrown. I thought my toe will be okay but unfortunately, it wasn't and it's still hurting so we decided to go into a salon where manicurists and pedicurists are experts. When we were on the salon, the pedicurist removed my ingrown and it  bled:| I was so shocked when I saw the blood coming out from where my ingrown is removed. I was like shaking because it's my first time! but now it's okay. It still hurts but not that as before. I will really clean my nails always and always. I will also remove all my ingrown or possibly become an ingrown thingy on my toes. 

 Look at that dirty feet>:| haha, This is after my vintage photo shoot. 
Sorry for the photo if it's too revealing. I blurred it.
So, that's my toe. *sigh* I will really keep myself clean ALWAYS. I don't want to have this again. I swear!



I really hate myself


My annoying and wasted self:(

Crying...

I am such a crying lady. I embarrass myself because of crying stupidly. I really hate crying in front of those people who always sees me smiling and laughing. I just feel so STUPID. Yes, crying can express what I feel but sometimes, I just cry for just an stupid reason! 

Like what happened this day...

I got home from school a little bit upset because our door was locked and I really hate it. I went up to my room and will get the shirt I cut yesterday. I know where did I put it but when I was looking it in there it was gone. I was like super duper annoyed because when I am in school the only thing I have in my mind is to make that shirt!!!! and when I got home I don't where it is. I cried because I am so upset.

After a minute, Mama J. saw it and gave it to me but I unlocked my door because I don't want her to see me crying because of that simple shirt I am happy with:(

I slept for 4 hours!

They knocked my door but I didn't open it intendedly because I was ashamed. Mama J. opened it using a key and she was talking to me but I just somehow ignore her because I was really ashamed of what I did.

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I just feel so so so so so super sad and wasted today. I feel like I make them so disappointed for the little things which made me cry:(( I just don't know that I will cry hard because I am upset. I really hate myself. I should die:(

Gives you hell>:)

Long time no update, Monsterfloat. Sorry, I am so busy these days. So, I changed my music haha.Actually, I change it last week:D Yea, it was old but it's really great. I gave my own definition about the song especially the chorus part. When you see my face hope it gives you hell,  for me it's like.. If you hate me go with the flow of my face. Get it? People don't care about the things I WANT  to do, okay? Idgaf. Really? Things will just be complicated if they make an issue about the people around them. right? 

WHEN YOU SEE MY FACE HOPE IT GIVES YOU HELL. WHEN YOU WALK MY WAY HOPE IT GIVES YOU HELL.

I am not born in this world just to please you. okay? deal with my face. DEAL WITH ME. 

haha.. I just really love that song:D

MARRY YOUR DAUGHTER

Marry your daughter-Mcknight/unknown

Aw. This song makes my heart melt every time I hear it:D I don't know why maybe I am just 'kinikilig' because of the message of it.haha. 

Last 2 months, my classmate told me to search this but I was so lazy and not-so-interested in searching for it but snap!!! When I hear it in my facebook..I was like,'aaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwww!!'   haha..

McKnight – Marry Your Daughter Lyrics
Sir, I’m a bit nervous
‘Bout being here today
Still not real sure what I’m going to say
So bare with me please
If I take up too much of your time,
See in this box is a ring for your oldest
Shes my everything and all that I know is
It would be such a relief if I knew that we were on the same side
Very soon I’m hoping that I..

Can marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me ’till the day that I die, yeah
I’m gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She’ll be the most beautiful bride that I’ve ever seen
Can’t wait to smile
When she walks down the isle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter

She’s been hearing for steps
Since the day that we met (I’m scared to death to think of what would happen if she ever left)
So don’t you ever worry about me ever treating her bad
I’ve got most of my vows done so far (So bring on the better or worse)
And tell death do us part
There’s no doubt in my mind
It’s time
I’m ready to start
I swear to you with all of my heart..

I’m gonna marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me ’till the day that I die, yeah
I’m gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She’ll be the most beautiful bride that I’ve ever seen
I can’t wait to smile
As she walks down the isle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter

The first time I saw her
I swear I knew that I say I do
I’m gonna marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me ’till the day that I die
I’m gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She’ll be the most beautiful bride that I’ve ever seen
I can’t wait to smile
As she walks down the isle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter


PAGMAMAHAL

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from weheartit


PAGMAMAHAL.
“Minahal kita,minamahal kita at mamahalin kita habang buhay kahit na minsan at hindi mo ako pinapansin.”
-DIYOS
Isheshare ko lang ah.
Dati kapag may hihilingin ako sa Diyos may sinasabi akong kapalit. Example, hihilingin ko sa kanya na bigyan ako ng cellphone at pagnabigay yun ay lagi na akong magsisimba. pero hindi ko naman natutupad:(
Kaya minsan nahihiya na rin akong humiling pa sa Kanya at mangako ng hindi ko naman na tutupad kasi SUPER DUPER NAKAKAHIYA IYON.
Mangangako ako kay LORD tapos hindi ko tutuparin..Nakakahiya super! alam kong hindi niyo siguro gets yung sinasabi kong nakakahiya kaya naman ieelaborate ko pa.
Nangangako ako kay LORD(Take note: LORD, Diyos at hari ng lahat) tapos hindi ko tutuparin. Parang isang maliit lang ako na basahan sa kanyang harapan eh. Isipin niyo nangako ako nang kung ano-ano sa kanya para lang tuparin ang hinihilinh ko tapos hindi ko tinupad yung pangako ko. NAKAKAHIYA AKO! Nangako ako sa ISANG DIYOS!!! tapos…tsk.tsk.tsk.
Masakit isipin kapag naaalala ko yung mga bagay na ganoon kaya naman hindi ko na lang dinadamdam at ginagawa ko na lang iyon na stepping stones sa aking buhay.
Haaayyy, alam kong hindi ako perpekto pero may utak ako at konsensya kaya naman nahihiya ako:(
PERO…kahit na ganun ang ginagawa ko ni minsan hindi niya ako tinalikuran ni minsan hindi niya ako iniwan. HINDING-HINDI!
Kahit na nakakalimutan ko siya..HINDI NIYA AKO NAKAKALIMUTAN:))kaya naman laking pasasalamat ko sa kanya dahil kapag nararamdaman ko na walang nagmamahal sa akin Siya lang ang lagi kong iniisip.Naiisip ko na,’AY HINDI MAY NAGMAMAHAL PALA SA AKIN..ang Diyos’
Higit na mas malaki ang pagmamahal sa akin ng Diyos kaysa sa milyong-milyong nagmamahal sa akin..:DDD
I LOVE YOU TALAGA LORD.
/nagpapalakas kay Lord. pero mahal ko talaga siya forever and ever AMEN!

New year:D

Our New year celebration.So sad because my Mamay was not here but still, happy because I spent my New year with my Mama J. Medya Noche! :D Unfortunately, I had 'kabag' that night so I didn't eat much foods:\

We love Broccoli!:p
In that picture, we had pork shanghai,ham,spicy chicken and lechon kawali:D

The foods:
1.) Jamaican Pansit(At the left corner)
2.) The round fruits
3.) Buko Salad(gave by our neighbor)
3.)Chow-fan rice:)))
4.) Leche Flan
5.) The plate with many viadssss

I really love the Chow-fan rice:D yumm!
I ate a ham of course with broccoli on top

Then after we eat, we watched the fireworks..We didn't have fireworks or simple as lusis but anyways, I love our neighbors fireworks
Sorry for the amateur photo
Then after we watched the fireworks of course we had some photo shoot:D
sorry for the face:D




Ahihi.. We took a lot of pictures but only 3 of them got uploaded.
:D HAPPY NEW YEAR AGAIN GUYS!
KEEP READING MY POSTS.
I LOVE YOU ALL!



1.1.11

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

It's January 1, 2011:D Haaa...First day of 2011! Gahd,Please make it special!!

So I am thinking of having my GOALS instead of New year's resolution. Why? It is because if I will make it as a goal,for me, it's a NEW challenge to reach and I will surely do it.

I only have 3 GOALS in my life THIS YEAR and that is,

1.) To be healthy in all aspects of life---physical,mental,spiritual and etc.
2.) To study harder:D
3.) To be happy:))))

I chose to have only 3 goals this year for me to focus on it and make it:D yay!

Okay, I also have my new year's wish:D

First of all,

1.)I want to pass all my college entrance exams.

That is only my SUPER WISH THIS NEW YEAR:D

And my 2011 WISH ARE...

1.) My family and loveones to be healthy, strong and happy.

That's all...:D

I know that with my patience and action..all of that will happen!!!

GREETING YOU A GUYS A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Amen! 2010 Hallelujah! 2011

Amen! 2010, Hallelujah! 2011

Amen! 2010

Wow! 2010 is really been a quick year for me. It's like everything happened so fast and easy with no hesitations at all but yeah, I know time is just beginning to evolve. There were a lot of new experiences that occured in the year 2010 which made me more competent and confident about myself. There were also old memories that flash back into my mind which made me inspired in every way of my life. 

I know, 2010 gave twists in my life. For instance, my fourth year life which will be reminisce until forever of my life because my friends, classmates, schoolmates, teachers and all of the people that created my fourth year life made me complete:D 

No words can define my life in the fast-tracking year of 2010 because I know that 2010 is special(although every year is special in their own way:) because of the unforgettable events that happened in me.

A letter from me to 2010

Dear 2010,

                        You're so fast! You're making me hurry in every way. Anyways, thank you for being somehow good to me and yes, IKR because I also became good to you:D Well, I just want you to know that 2010 is soooo special because of my fourth year life and not only that, thank you for making me more STRONGER! I love you very much and I will not forget you='>

                                                                                                                           Loving you,
                                                                                                                           The thankster?

Hallelujah! 2011

oooohhhh!! I am so excited to breathe the air of the year 2011:D It will be a great pleasure if my first day of 2011 will also be great. I hope this year will the beginning or the continuation of the better me.

New people, new friends, new experiences....I hope this will give me a better life which will make me more responsible lady:p I hope. I hope. I hope.

A letter from me to 2011:

Dear 2011, 

                      Welcome!:D or I should welcome myself to you? Well, the only thing I want is you to be good me. To make every day of 2011 year special as I wake up in the morning. I hope things that make me weak will now make me stronger:D Please, please, please BE GOOD TO ME:D and I'll promise to be kind to you
               
                                                                                                                             Loving you,
                                                                                                                     The wish maker



CHRISTmas:D


Let's celebrate Jesus' birthday with smiles on our faces and a great love on our hearts. In every ways of our life we are already familiar with this season of giving, sharing and loving. 

We are very excited when we hear the heart-popping word 'CHRISTMAS' , we think about the unwrapping of gifts, the never-ending parties and the childhood addiction of Santa Claus but sometimes we intend to forget what is the true essence and why are we celebrating CHRISTMAS.

"Sometimes, the more excited we get, the more we forget the truth."

 Children always think Christmas as the season of gifts which Santa Claus give. It is not bad to associate Santa Claus to Christmas because it gives some thrill but do not over limit it like we're celebrating Christmas as Santa's season. We, youngsters, as a sister(ate) or brother(kuya) must elaborate more to our little sister or brother why we really celebrate Christmas for them to know the true essence of Christmas.

Our much-awaited Christmas is only for our beloved savior Jesus Christ. His birth is the reason why love is shared and spread all over the world. His birth is the reason why we are celebrating Christmas. And His birth is the reason why we have Jesus and saved from our sins.

It's not wicked to applause Santa Claus, gifts, parties and etc as long we know in our minds, souls and hearts why we have CHRISTMAS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!